Day 15: Mondays suck

Especially after you wasted your whole weekend in bed. I'm also losing steam. I had this fantasy that I was going to lose weight so much faster. Maybe it's the daily weigh in. I told myself to cut back and I didn't. I need to read everything I've written every Sunday. Remind myself of what I'm here for. 

Any way it was an ok day. Food wasn't a challenge except for the end of the day. Which is always a challenge. I ate close to nothing around 7 then had an ice tea while out with some friends. We went to a bar later and I really wanted a beer and thought of the empty calories. The amount of aspartame if I guzzled a few diet cokes wasn't appealing. I really wanted something to eat and nothing seemed calorie worthy compared to my hunger. It's all training. To realize I'm not as hungry as I think. Even at the memorial I stopped eating because my stomach screamed IM FULL. I would have kept eating way after that. So there's some progress. I just want a lot more progress before March. There's a lot going on and I want to be excited for all of it. 

Oh ya and my friend Devon is a sexy beast and I'm lucky to have him in my life. He sends me texts fairly frequently to remind me that I need to go to the gym.  (There's your glorious mention in my blog)